After I went through a very, rough and unhappy marriage, I made a decision to not live in an environment where my spirit is constantly being broken down by someone else's comments or actions. I made a strong descision in October 2008 to file for divorce and begin my life anew with just my son by my side. The decision was not hard, but the road has been. Along the way, even though I had made a secret vow to keep my distance from men for a few years, I met the most incredible man I have ever met in 2009. I made the mistake of acting on my feelings for him on Oct. 10,2009. I gave my best effort to keep it casual and friendly...after less than 3 months; I could no longer just keep someone I obviously loved at an arm's length. Love feels so blissful yet can make you more sad than any other human emotion; but love that comes from a lifelong friendship is something you simply can NOT ignore. It is something you can't direct your heart not to feel. All the above said. My great love has moved on...not in loyalty, not moved on from our love, but he has moved on to a new life. A life enviable to people like ourselves...idealists. There are not many of us left out there that truly believe that we can change the world; We are more like one person that lives in two bodies. We both believe we (our generation) CAN change the world. My only hope is that someday, I can join the other half of my soul and help change the world we live in as world full of peace, understanding, and global tolerence...I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE MY HERO. Thank you for saving me. Someday when you need saving; I will be there to return the favor.
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