"Is she fine? So well-bred? The perfect girl, a social deb?"
"And is she the sort, that you always thought, could make you what you're not?"
"Is she smart? So well read?"
"Are there books; are there novels by her bed?"
"Is she the sort, that you've always said, could satisfy your head?"
"Jealousy" by Natalie Merchant
Why does my own jealousy not operate like that of most females? Most females [as referenced in the above lyrics] are jealous when a situation arises with their partner...a PRESENT situation. I do not get jealous of things going on in a current situation. So to say, "do it in front of my face and it won't bother me." The [nonsensical] reason why?? I can SEE it. It is tangible. What is not tangible? Emotions...especially those emotions that are deeply seeded in relationships in the past. Why think about them? Why let them manifest themselves in an emotion as fruitless as JEALOUSY? Hmm...good question. One for which I have no other answer, than I am only human...
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